"Today, I am feeling good; often I feel disconnected, foggy. As I have prayed for discernment about the purpose of my spouse alzheimer's journey. Over six years, I have loved him through the ups and downs of dementia, specifically Alzheimer's Disease. It is a horrible, unforgiving, unbiased, destructive,devastating and demeaning illness. What am I supposed to do with these thoughts and actions? As a writer, my first inclination is to journal, which is exactly what I did. But now, what do I do with my writings? How do I assemble them? Should I keep them to myself? Share them perhaps? If so, in what form? Over the last six months, as I focus on self-care, I am convinced that I will share my journey with others who are on the path so that they might have insights and comfort knowing someone has been where they are. That is clarity! I am thankful! "