Hi CareMDay, thank you for sharing. I hope you allow yourself grace and patience as you navigate each day. The support groups and others like them will be there when needed. Maybe when you're ready, you can invite one of your children to join you or your husband if he feels up to it. I understand he is taking it one day at a time, too. Perhaps one of your children, a friend from your neighborhood, or church group can place the date and time in their calendars, remind you of your scheduled outing, and join in if you would like them to.
How wonderful you have been over the years to support the Alzheimer's Association. They are there for you and many others who wish to serve and support their worthy cause. I think of you often and am glad you are here with our community. Sending love and light. Warmly, Nancy Alzheimersdisease.net Team Member